Be sure to keep communicating w/ dr about dosage and AD's. It took me a while to find the right kind and dosage. Remember too, that it's only one part of the solution. As you say, "ready to move on, GAL, and embrace life again" is the part you make for yourself.
Try doing some little things to treat yourself and make your environment rich. I did things for myself like buying some new shirts, chocolate, new sheets, books. Easy stuff to do but it works.
"My actions are my only true belongings. I cannot escape the consequences of my actions. My actions are the ground upon which I stand." Thich Nhat Hanh
