WAW - Very confused and devastated - pt 11

[confusedinpa]

A very confusing day with my wife today.

It started this morning where my boys were really upset when I told them that their mom was taking them to her apt today. My 3 year old was really mad as he wanted to do mulch.

When my wife showed up, my 3 year old ran up to her and asked if he could stay to do mulch with me. She said that was ok if I was ok with it. I told her sure, I could always use the help.

She asked if I wanted her to help. I said if she didn't have anything planned today and only if she wanted to. She clearly wasn't dressed to do mulch/yard work (she was wearing a very nice pink t-shirt with a very low neck line and was wearing my favorice perfume). She said that she remembers us talking about doing mulch together on Sunday but she said that I never said anymore about it during the week. I just told her last week that I had said that I was getting mulch on doing it on Sunday. She said "Well, you say a lot of things". I didn't let her try to pick a fight with me and just said nothing.

She said that she didn't have anything planned but was really hungry so her only plans so far was to eat breakfast with the boys. I told her that I haven't eaten breakfast either so could go grab breakfast first. She was leaning against the island while we were talking across the island so I got a really nice clevage view. She noticed that I had noticed and just smiled.

While the boys were getting dressed, I was sitting at the kitchen table. My wife and I kept chit chatting and I invited her to sit on my lap (she seemed to be playful this morning). So she wound up straddling me as we talked and she hugged me lightly. We kissed a couple of times as she snuggled against me.

We went out to breakfast and when we got back home, she noticed she was starting to get a itch/allergic reaction. She layed in my bedroom with ice on it while I went out to get some cream for her. I got back home with the stuff and she was still laying in bed resting. I climbed on bed and rubbed her back lightly to wake her up. Without turning this post into a penthouse forum, I wound up unhooking her bra when I was rubbing her back. I joked that her boobs were going to get flattened out if she kept laying on them like that. She rolled onto her back and we kissed and then I said maybe I should blow them back up. We kept kissing and then I lifted her shirt and kissed her nipples to "blow them back up". I made a move for her shorts, but she just held my hand. I took that as a sign that I shouldn't press anything.

She wound up changing into some of my clothes to work out in the yard. The four of us spent the entire day together. While we worked, she called me hun and sweatheart a few times. When we walked by each other, we kissed lightly a couple of times. It was odd as it seemed like things were like it was pre-bomb.

We took a break and grilled hotdogs for lunch and she and I had a couple of beers. We finished up the mulch and she went in to shower up as I put all the tools away. The four of us went out to dinner (we had to stop by her apt as she had to pick up new underwear as her's were soaked with sweat). We had a very nice dinner and then she said that the boys could stay at home with me. That way they wouldn't have to get up early the next morning (I thought it was because she didn't want to deal with putting them to bed tonite nor getting them ready the next morning, but didn't say anything).

We dropped her off at her apt (the boys asked to bring some toys back from her apt to our home). She gave the boys hugs and kisses and just said goodbye to me. I was disappointed I didn't get a hug and kiss, but just gave her my best smile and said have a good nite.

A very odd day with my wife. It was a great day as I fully expected to just be doing mulch by myself, but was glad to have the boys and her helping.

I'm taking it one day at a time.....