A Little Epiphany - (and a newbie delurking)

[givingitmyall]

OK.

You said you ordered a book(s) from Michele. Read them as soon as they come (I am sure you will).

From teh sound of it, you have already been doing some of what the book will recommend.

Stay positive and work on you. Then when you have interaction with your H, be interested, but don't pursue him.

Good luck. I will keep my eye out for you.