aliveandkicking: thanks for your support and advice. i heard about that book, let me know what its like, id like to pick it up at the library maybe.
Kara: thanks for your support! you're right, the i was doing well and the waves of sadness do come and i feel like its a step backwards but i have to learn to deal with it better when it starts to come on. i do allow myself to feel the pain tho, because i know thats important in order to move on. the crying has gotten a lot better for the past couple of weeks but for some reason, today's spell was ridiculously long and hard to break! im over it now tho which i great, my eyes arent totally stinging anymore! im going to talk to my C who prescribes the meds on Friday and tell her how im feeling.
Karen43: i was started on 100mg, and then 200mg and then when it was determined that my depression was severe a few weeks ago, they doubled it to 400mg. i dont feel that much different with the dosage change, maybe i should give it another week. either way, ill talk to my C about it Friday. and yes, DBing would be much easier when i dont feel so depressed! but im making progress and im trying to continue
Me: 25 years young H: 37 No Kids M: almost 3 years (anniv coming up Sept 25th) Together: 4years Bomb: June 12th, 2009
**LOVE WILL FIND A WAY FOR TWO FOOLS IN THE RAIN**