Sent the text...no reply. Told X in the text that I was disappointed she and I had agreed on a time then she presented an earlier time to D. I told her we need to leave our child our of these discussions.
Dropped off D...nothing said.
Said hello and asked new BF how he was doing and he coldly stared straight ahead and said "fine."
X never said a word about anything.
It is disappointing that she wants to have the wall up all the time. I know it is because I'm seeing someone now and am happy, but it is still disappointing.
I'm probably too optimistic in thinking we can have a cordial relationship that keeps the needs of our D first and foremost.
I can only control what I can do on my end, so I know D will at least get one of her parents who is constantly thinking of the impact his actions have on her.
On another note, I'm very sad as my vet doesn't think there is anything that can be done to heal up my little dog. She's in the process of talking w/human neurologists about it, but if he can't be cured and has no chance of getting better, then I have no choice but to put him down.
Neither of us can live w/his rear end leaking feces all the time. Even when I put him in his kennel, he ends up sleeping in his own filth. No one or nothing should have to live like that.
It would be the right thing to do for him, but I'm still praying for a miracle that can keep him alive. He's the little guy who has been there for me through all of this garbage.
So, I'm a bit blue as I'm constantly thinking about it these days.
