Trying to stay strong

[hopeful_cb]

thanks for the support beepee, i dont feel like im handling it v well, especially not the last week, but all i can do is keep moving forward.

Just got another text from H saying Hi, he is doing good, hope im having a good one.

I didnt answer, it doesnt need a response i guess. But he did say when i dont answer or take 3 days to get back he thinks i dont want to speak to him. but really, what have i got to say at this point? i cant think of one thing that isnt a waste of breath. *sigh*

My friend is coming over now so at least ill be busy. Im glad im still making an effort to do things even if its forced. I will get back to where I was before last week. I am determined.