You ARE strong and you can do this, both for YOU and for S.
But, you can only put yourself in this line of fire for so long. I know it is 3 hours away, but put yourself and S in the car on Friday and come here for the weekend. It gives you time to regroup and breathe again. And we'll put you to work and you will have no time to think. Or you can go down to the creek and sit and read a book and do nothing! Or we can go line dancing at night. Or go to your other friend's home, either way, get out of dodge for a bit.
Oh, I showed my H the picture on FB and he said it looks just like the woman who killed Steve McNair. I googled it and he is right.
