I want my Monkey and Sheep Back

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aliveandkicking:

i agree, there are definitely hidden blessings in all of our sitchs. i guess we just have to find them! i can understand how having your H in contact so much can be a total headwreck, it all goes back to wanting what you cant have, i dont have his attention at all, so i want it. when he was in contact with me thru email a few weeks ago, i told him that i didnt want to see him anymore so i really screwed myself over. thats my fault and i wish i never said it but i did and i cant change that. i just hope he didnt take it seriously.

thanks for telling me that he cares and thinks about me. even though i dont know you, and even though those words arent coming from him, it made me feel really good just to hear someone say it and has got me a bit teary-eyed.

thank you for those words, you have no idea how much that meant to me..