Quote:
I have to admit, I am a zombie in motion assuming I will awaken to life if I just stay in it.
exactly! aka "fake it 'til you make it." good technique. just keep moving. you're doing great, actually. I know it doesn't feel that way, but you are.

M60
H52
D20
M14 yrs
OW-old gf from 1986
bomb-5/18/08
H filed for D-9/10/08
D final 4/24/09
xH remarried (not OW) 2012