Yes I got thru, I did NOT call. I am not good in crisis situations, all I want to do is help (go figure ) I get organized and I help, thats what I do. Stepping back feels unnatural, but I def will do this here.
H emailed me tho and left a short message saying hi and stuff, and telling me to have a great weekend. Later in the night I sent back 'hi glad your doing well' Maybe I shouldn't of sent anything back? felt I needed to acknowledge that I got the message.
I feel like Ive been doing everything wrong and just need to stop it. I need to change things up somehow.
I had a really crappy night last night, stayed in felt bad. Determined to get out of this this week one way or another. I went out for coffee w a friend yesterday. And Ive just been to the gym today for workout, swim and sauna! not been in the pool before bc was worried about swimwear, but I just said f it and went anyway. I saw someone I met once before thru a friend while at gym so said hi. but I had my headphones in so didnt talk or anything. I need to start making an effort to talk to the few ppl that I do recognize when out and about. A new goal for me.
No calling today either. Thanks for checking in Mnt!
Me-27 H-28 M-2.5 yrs T-8.5 yrs No kids B 1/09 S 2/09
) I get organized and I help, thats what I do. Stepping back feels unnatural, but I def will do this here.
