Hang in there! Im knew to this too but from what ive seen some friends go through and other threads in here this can be a very long ride for you with as you know no way of knowing the end result. (ive seen several friends make it through though)
At least she sounds like she is fighting wanting to come back. (which in my book is agood sighn) shows she wants to be with you but just is not sure yet.. If I can look at your postings from a thirdparty (again Im doing no better prob worse but the things my wife is going through seems a bit differant) you really seem to be doing every little things she asks for.
she says jump your not even asking how high you just jump. it seems like your changes are getting a responce but I belive you might want to try slightly differant things.. when she gets upset that you call her maybe STOP! I know its hard but Ive done it and my wife calls or texts in someway everyday.. she has to see that you GAL jumping when she says jump is just showing her you are there waiting and ready like a little puppy dog.
now as far as the kiss.. or any past talk... you can try and give this a shot (at your own risk) you can suggest "That is the past and this is now" I think it has to show you have moved on from the bad things that happened and this is the new you who has a understanding and a LIFE
well again take what I say as only suggestions. nothing more than something to think about
