OK, so, my last thread has been locked. Have to start a new one.

Overall, a good day. Mostly doing stuff around the house. Errands (grocery store, etc.). Grilled for dinner and watched Britcoms on PBS like we always do on Saturday night. If you did not know W had mentioned D, and you were at my house with us, you would be shocked to know we are having problems. Maybe that's good - mood seems to be light and without tension. W seems very realxed around me. Almost relaxed enough for me to...nope. I'm not initiating any R talk or pursuing. I have worked too hard up to this point to blow it. Just noting that I almost feel comfortable enough around her to do that. But, I won't.

Weird thing is I felt less pull towards my W today. I really just enjoyed what I was doing - downloaded some new music to my iPod, so I listened to it today while doing yard work and things around the house. Weather here was nice, so top down (convertible) while running errands.

Good workout this morning. Wow, the gym was packed with some very attractive women. Not that I am going to act on it (not right while I am still M'd), but the realization of what is out there helps. Like to think a good guy like me would be an attractive person.

Anyway, we pick up our S9 tomorrow at camp. Haven't heard from him all week. I really miss him and can't wait to see him tomorrow. We should all have a good time picking him up tomorrow.


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