everything you guys say is rational but i am so not rational right now...

i just hurt
the screaming didn't help
the hitting (a pillow) didn't help
getting down on my knees didn't help

crying, well that i just can't stop


Me: 39 H: 39
S: 15
M: 18 years
Bomb: 6/3/09
H moved out: 10/15/09
H moved back:5/30/10