Maybe she did win...again. I can't keep doing this. Honestly, I don't know how anyone does this.

I'm hysterical here. I want to throw things...I want to scream...I want, you know what, I don't know what the he11 I want. What am I fighting for anyway?

I don't know anymore...


Me: 39 H: 39
S: 15
M: 18 years
Bomb: 6/3/09
H moved out: 10/15/09
H moved back:5/30/10