Trying to cope with H, IA/EA (was Newbie-1st post)

[Faith2010]

I know you guys are right but I am so PISSED. That effing piece of scum...I hate both of them right now. I hate this sh!t he's putting me through. How the he11 does he do this to someone he once loved? HOW?

Damn!t...I get home from a great day with S to find this. H isn't here. If he was I think I'd go off on him.

I really can't stand my life at this moment...it doesn't feel like anything in worth it anymore. I'm a d@mn fool.