Talked to the wife and asked her what she was thinking. Got into a divorce talk with her and she said she just wants to be happy. She says she knows that a divorce is not the right thing to do for the kids but she also says she doesnt want the kids around us fighting. She said she may just stay down there and go to school and get a part time job.
I bought a ticket to go to Texas tommorow. Im trying to stay strong but I need my family right now. Ill leave her be for now. I did all the wrong damn things I could have done today.