I"m really good at hanging in there I think we might make it.

I don't even try to be perfect, ever since I was shocked to discover I might not be completely so but sometimes it does feel like he expects me to. Actually it's more like he expects life to be perfect. No problems at all, I suppose he's in need to wake up, life had a tendency to throw us curves when we're expecting everything but!
LIke the time our car was ready for garbage and his uncle was going to buy a new one so he was going to give us his old one.. guess what, the day he was going to pick up the new car he had an accident and there was nothing to salvage from his old car - our new car!!!! - he was ok, not even one bruise, but we had ended up with zero again LOL now I can laugh at it, but it really got us upset then.
OK I guess life has a tendency of throwing us more curves than natural but that's because life knows we're fighters and don't give up easily

Today we got home to a living room that was trying to be a swimming pool! WE never had problems with our roof, but today it has to be... something is wrong up there, and I ended up like my great great aunt albertina filling the floor with pots and pans to try to catch all the water that was coming down, and it wasn't even rainng that hard grrrrr Good thing though, he started of by getting grumpy again and kind of talking harsher to me as if it was my fault that the darn thing was full of water, but then he looked at me and stopped "Oops I did it again - he said - I'm starting to look like Britney Spears..." We started laughing and the situation was deflected.
I like that.
ANyway going to sleep have a full day tomorrow.
Sweet dreams
nightshade

"Each and every one of us is deserving of a kind word, a gentle thought and the gift of understanding. "