Trying to cope with H, IA/EA (was Newbie-1st post)

[Faith2010]

Thank you Puppy, GIMA, Gardener & Serenity for your support and encouragement.

I've decided my life has become Monster vs. Alien (i.e. H vs. H) and I never know who'll show up.

H ran an errand, comes home and kisses me. (???) H said he wasn't in the mood to work at his 2nd job. I said he was welcome to join S and I. He asked what we were doing. After I told him, H said he is going to work for just a couple hours but what S and I were doing sounded like a lot of fun. When H leaves, again a kiss then "love you." I responded "love you" before even thinking about it.

I am going to go have fun with S. I'm going to put this morning out of my mind as much as possible. S and I deserve some happiness this afternoon.