You are doing great and this last conversation proved it...
I am proud of you not crying as well...
I have taken to going to the Church parking lot and having a cry there almost every day at lunch...
I do wonder if the tears will ever stop falling...
I agree with Giving....
Never make a decision based on emotion and you have been here long enough to know that...
It is really hard...
This has got to be the hardest thing I have ever done in my life (and there are days I want to give up, give up on him, give up on us and give up on life and you know that from my thread) but oh so worth it for me...
Yes I said me...
Not him, not us...
ME
May All Who Seek To Take My Life Be Put To Shame And Confusion; May All Who Desire My Ruin Be Turned Back In Disgrace. ~Psalm 40:14~
