i dont trust her either. i have a feeling that the only reason she has not showed up at my door is because my in-laws live next door. i am convinced however, that when i move, she will attempt to show up - this is why i may choose the gated community.

she has never lashed out so much in all this time. they must be hanging by a thread and/or she finally decided to believe me when we spoke in may and she now knows who he really is. however, she is choosing to stay with him and not trust him.

last contact was wednesday, she is due to contact any minute.

it seems she is constantly planning my demise and my lack of reaction to her is making her all the more nuts.


me: 31
H:29
Son:5
m:8 years in november
t:10 years
first bomb: 10/06
moved home: 3/08 out again 5/08
ow bomb: 4/08, since summer 06
d filed:6/08, on hold 6/08
moved home:3/09 out again 5/09