Went to a family dinner...nice. Got a phone call from a T who was recommended (yes I know I'm a freak) and she was awesome...she would only say that she doesn't refer people to the T I saw a few days ago. She knew who she was and with my misgivings about her, I am taking heed. The conversation was extremely enlightening.
Dinner was so great and somehow I forget how just getting out and being social can be so cathartic. Had a really cute family friend giving me lots of attention and it was nice. I like to flirt, it's enough for me right now.
I've had a lot of emails with H tonight about money. He seems taken back by how much I need...that is what happens when you ignore the bills. The communication isn't really comfy for me when he gets into telling me what to do or helping me find a job...does that make sense? I want to do it on my own and I want my privacy. He also sent me a horoscope and used a playful name with me...no response.
I think a legal sep will help and I will get my own place with the kids and he can give me my part and do what he wants with his...
