Kassie, Im not taking steps to make any big decisions or moves. I dont know what else to do but go dark again. I think that honestly if I do that I may never hear from him again! And Im not sure that I exactly want to! Just so he can waffle some more? Screw around with my head a little more?
He has always had this way of doing things, he tries the easy way and if its going to be hard, he gives up, if something takes extra tending, or nursing or work, he wont do it. As an example, he had a ferret once that got sick, he wouldnt drink water or eat, H just let him die. He wouldnt take him to the vet to be put down, he wouldnt use a syringe to offer him water, he just let him waste away. I just always thought that our marriage, and me, was more important than a ferret.
I guess I gave the wrong finger to the wrong man...
