guess it is too late. she wanted to talk today - said she has no desire for me. she doesn't feel the need to be close to. she hates coming back home. she tried - her brain tells her 'you can do it', her feelings/heart/emotions tell her something totally different. whatever I do makes her nervous. she just doesn't want to give it another (?) chance. said I can stay at home and live here as a roommate... but I don't know if it makes much sense.
just told her that I have a deep belief that we can make it work. she said 'but I don't'.
I'm looking for an apartment to rent. any insights?