~ My story ~

[Distracted1978]

You guys can read us like a book! I'm honestly amazed!
To answer WCW, yes, he used to post here, but doesn't anymore~as far as I know. That's how I found out about the site...

Anyway, Stuck808 ~ you are almost exactly right, in my mind anyway. I wasn't ok with him leaving his 1st W for me b/c I knew that's what he was doing. I asked him countless times to go back to her & that was he was doing was wrong....he insisted that it was a terrible R & a "shot gun" wedding (though she wasn't PG). He held a lot of resentment for her b/c she tricked him into getting PG by not taking the pill & not telling him. They were't married for a full year when they split....

Doesn't excuse my behavior by any means or stretch of the imagination.

Our physical relationship was good in the beginning, but soon diminished b/c I suppose the feelings did.... My H is into a little more than I ever knew in years past which resulted in a turn off for me as I felt degraded ~ no explaination needed I hope....that's a little detailed & disrespectful in my mind to discuss those types of thingss....

Anyway, at this point we've had little to no contact in the last 2 days. Only discussed our daughter's BDAY party which is tomorrow. I will be seeing him them so I guess I'll see how that goes.

He DOES NOT know I am on here....thought it'd be best that way.

Thanks to all that read my reallllly looooong post & gave your advice &/or thoughts : )