Originally Posted By: aliveandkicking
Can you trust me that she is battling her own demons right now? I don't think it is about what you did or didn't do, at least not anymore.


But re: demons. Oh boy. Yeah. They make a mess. There are all of those little girl slights we felt when we were awkward and insecure and all that FOO mess. Then...as if that was not brutal enough...grey hair (hair color), crows feet (botox and Oil of Olay), metabolism, slower running times, going up a dress size... Awkward and insecure all over again. Except this time, the judgement centers in our brain are fully developed and we CAN find balance ---- if we'll just THINK it through. Trouble with demons though ~~~~ sometimes they shout down our balanced thinking, promote our emotions and deepest fears, and break hearts. Blech.


Me45 H46
T25 M22
S21 & 19
D13
Separated and filed 8/08
Moved home 11/08



Happily ever after is one day at a time.