I have been busy with some things on the personal front.
Jury duty will be going into the 3rd day...
Just found out that Mrs. Gucci's BIL and her sister have separated. He told her he wanted "space"......
This happened two weeks ago and she just told my wife the details....
She wants our advice... I will let you all know what happens. This will be a good opportunity for me to show some people on here how to get this done without outside influence of others who don't know what they are talking about.
Mrs Gucci will be her confidant
As far as you go JR... YOU BLEW IT... Shame on you. This was one of the reasons that I told you that you were not ready for the "I have been doing some thinking speech. (pat on back to Gooch for not allowing you to do this before you are ready....
NOW.. Get back up and stop the backslides. If you continue to backslide you are slowly (or quickly) destroying your best chances.
You need an academy award performance here on out....
I want to be saying to you....."And the Oscar goes to.......................
gucci, i'm sorry to hear your situation. i know you will be a tremendous asset to your family during this time.
what is your advice on how i should continue? i firmly believe i brought HER back from the brink of calling it quits with what happened today. i believe i pushed HER far enough, and needed to reel her back in a bit. in the meantime, i'm really trying to figure out how i really feel about this. my heart isn't in it anymore. my mind is trying to hang on to the fact that i invested my everything into her and that it would some how be a mistake to just throw it out the window. that's a stupid reason to continue down the path i'm going.
at this point in time i really don't care what she is thinking or feeling. for the firs time since this all happened, i'm truly thinking about just how i feel. my performance going forward can now be totally detached from emotion because i don't know if this is even what i want anymore. but i do think i owe to myself to see if i feel ANYTHING AT ALL for her anymore.
let me know your opinion on how i should move forward. i will say i'm not changing plans for the upcoming wednesday visit. that was actually on my terms, and SHE AGREED to it. so with that being said, how do i handle the impending visit?
I will let you all know what happens. This will be a good opportunity for me to show some people on here how to get this done without outside influence of others who don't know what they are talking about.