It is dredging up base childhood fears of not being good enough
Don't feed that snake. One way is to not react the way you did as a child. The other is dispute it - list all of your strengths, accomplishments and friends who love you. Most importantly tell yourself how much you have grown - intellectually, emotionally, physically and spiritually since you started this journey. You are handling it. Strength and Honor Cheers Coach
M22,H45,W45 S21/18D12 Retain faith that you will prevail in the end, regardless of the difficulties and at the same time confront the most brutal facts of your current reality, whatever they might be.