I don't know if you watch Dr. Phil, but my friend told me that he had a guest who does the same thing your W does on Monday's show. If you go to his website, you'll see a transcript of it.
Interesting and it matches your W quite a bit.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.