Are you seriously asking this? If you want to see how you could make a path back to you, then go back to the first posts people have sent to you from day one.
She resents you, is angry at you, etc. You have to change you. Keep those changes going and maybe, just maybe she'll like those changes. But she is not even going to look your way (and hasn't) as long as she sees you as the same person she left.
There is NO quick way to make the path smooth and easy. It's filled with rocks and dips and turns. If you really believe in God, then you have to leave it up to Him. He will work on her through you. You have to learn to be compassionate, non-judgmental, confident (not that your W will come back, but in yourself) and that all requires WORK.'
Go back and check off the list again. From the start I've mentioned that it is the key to all of your W's unhappiness. If you don't correct those things (and it will take time...lots of time) she will never even entertain the thought of ever coming home. And these have to be sincere changes. Not "oh look at me, I'm changing why don't you come back". They have to be so real that you don't even have to mention them anymore. That they become a part of your life.
That's the only way to even start a path.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.
