I'm just tired. I'm just at a point where I know I love her, but I don't know that I can continue much longer. She may be picking up on that, but I'm not able to change my path at the moment. I'm very weary and holding on with fingernails and grit
I need to stop tiring myself out and start working on me even more. I like me and I still need to know more about me. I can't get sucked onto the insanity-coaster but I fear it may be too late.
AJ
Bull$h1t - you can do this AJM - i see it in every word you type. Hang in there boed!
