Just to be able to speak on friendly terms and for us to become able to speak to each other again. I'm not going to argue with him or anything like that, act pleasant. I just don't know if I will ever get the chance.

We do have the hearing on Aug. 3rd, but he never even spoke to me at all during the hearings. Let his lawyer do all of the talking. But now he doesn't have one, or at least the same one he did have. Plus his step-mother and father were always there and kept him away from me like a child.

I'm going to get my hair cut (nothing drastic) on Sat. so I feel good about myself and I look good for the hearing. I always made sure I looked my best at the other ones, but like I said sometimes I didn't even get to see him. Oh Jon, I'm also going to go tanning. Just found out I have 3 sessions left from last year and have not gone at all this year yet.

Do you have anymore suggestions that I might be able to do or how to act if he does happen to contact me before that?


M 41
H 35
D 12
S 18
Separated 11/08