The only thing that kept my mind off xh at night was to watch mindless movies on DVD and exercise while doing it. Since you've lost so much weight maybe you could incorporate that into your weekend evenings to promote your new lifestyle and distract yourself at the same time.
T19 M15 S19 XH47 M43 bomb12/4/07 PA5/07 S12/26/07 D final 11/17/08 Back together with no defined R 05/2010 confused....to say the least!!!