At this point, no amount of changes, no amount of therapy, wonder drugs or new people can do only what time can.

So in time I trust if it's meant to be, then it's meant to be. In time I trust that if it's completely unsalvagable, then it is.

And perhaps that is the best way to go about it. I need time either way. I need time to overcome the evil things she's done to either make it easier to accept her back in my life if that is what she so wishes, or to let her go if she does not.

I WILL NOT, be strung along. I WILL NOT be used. And I WILL NOT make hurried choices that I will regret later.

Over-analyzation, can't help it, that is who I am. But, I have no expectations of anything, you can't unless you just want more misery upon yourself later. And I've had enough misery.

Me 35/XW 33
S13 & S12
M: 10/17/98
OM & S: 07/08
D final 06/09/09
12/03/09 - 06/13/10 "Piercing"
06/13/10: Engaged to Re-marry 10/17/10
06/25/10: Expecting baby #3 2/14/11