Hi A, No, not really. Got my boat tickets for Thursday, we are talking about our real vacation on August 7th and I am dealing with a lot of crap at work.
My D told me yesterday "lets talk about you and dad fixing things..., do you want to or not?". She is getting a little impatient again I think. I am being more honest with them. Everytime I push it a little to the level they can accept it. Yesterday I just told her "I want to be loved and love someone as it should be, if dad and I can love each other again as spouses, yes I want to, if not, we'll see what happens"... Her asnwer "you never stopped loving each other mom, why cant you see that?". She then went to watch pokemon... K
I'll admit to anyone that I still love Gabe but that our R was broken and is now far beyond repair. It's just hard for children to understand that love is not enough. *Sigh*
Made any more of your beautiful jewelry?
T19 M15 S19 XH47 M43 bomb12/4/07 PA5/07 S12/26/07 D final 11/17/08 Back together with no defined R 05/2010 confused....to say the least!!!
BTW... Is it me, or do all of the Pokemon episodes seem to always have the same plot? Why cant the make at least one episode where Team Rocket wins and doesn't get blasted into space.
Hi K! I've been busy trying to pack up my house (getting nowhere fast!!) but I have been reading and wow.. E100 a week!? Well done, thats amazing! I still want one the colours of the sea. As for H, well at least he was motivated to join you after you gave him the ear bashing. I like you are sticking to the idea of an ultimatum after the holiday, he knows where he is then and what he needs to do and so the ball is firmly in his court.
I am still coming to Greece in September! so we will need to work out what date is best for you too for the part we come to Athens for a day or two. Cant wait. Your 4 day trip sounds heavenly too, I hope H doesnt argue with you and ruin it! Speak soon, Al xxx
Me:40! H:37 Together: 12yrs IDLY & left 11/07 ADs 03/08 OW 8/08 Reconciled 05/09 now married! my thread
Hi T, Al, Kerry, mish and all, the weekend with H is finished now. He is gone to work . I am planning to take the kids out to play in a while, so my weekend is still going
We had a pretty eventless weekend. Spent the evening last night at a friends of my son's house. His dad was my first flirt when I was...12-13 I think. Funny how life is. Now our sons are best friends... Anyway we spent the evening with them and they invited us to grill together sometime. The last couple of years we had no "new friends". This couple seems very nice. They brought up stories about divorced friends of theirs and H got a little uncomfortable hearing how the kids suffered but we both managed to look calm and cool.
This morning I went and sat on his lap (not by accident, on purpose) and my son walked in and smiled and said "do you realise you are holding each other?". That made me feel prisoned. The more this sitch continues the harder it will be for the kids to understand. I am surprised how they havent asked why H isnt coming back home.
At night I hugged him and snuggled close to him a few times (again no accident). He kept on his side and just grabbed my arm across his chest. I really dont understand the lack of physical connection.
This morning he cleaned up the kids room, their toys. We gathered so many huge bags we gave away and threw away they now have space in their room again
All and all a happy family weekend again. Which is far from what I crave. Looking forward to getting away. It's been very hot here. K
