Changing Man

[Gardener]

Then at one point on the ride home I just looked to the passenger side of my truck and got one of those moments down in my marrow: "You're not there. You're not here."

This was from a few days ago, but it stood out to me. You also mentioned feeling the reality of sitch. I've tried to do that myself recently. Accept that the pain is there for a reason though I may not know what that reason is.

Thanks for sharing.

Thanks, Kev.
As I just wrote to SmileysPerson: I'm reminding myself lately that "Pain becomes suffering only when we don't accept it."

Endure.