he was back, i think

[mdoodles]

thanks puppy. i did go back and read my old threads, that was a great idea.

i have improved. i have adjusted slightly to not having the store, not talking to him in the morning. not expecting the phone to ring early.

and when i allow myself to admit it, i see he isnt the same person that i married, isnt even the same person he was 6 months ago. or better yet, the person that was trying to reconcile with me and open a business, was still clearly in crisis.

i also saw great advice from you puppy. u said to stop making decisions with my heart and make decisions that i know are the right decisions to make, that my head tells me to do.

i havent done that much but will be doing it now.

he may lash out and get angry when he sees he is headed to family court, but it is the right thing to do.