Yesterday, while trying to juggle a plumber, a chimney sweep, 2 excited young boys and a father-in-law who thinks he can fix the clogged chimney and bathtub, the phone rings. It is W's IC. she confused W with another patient. She thought W had a session and she was late. I called W who straightened it out, her session wasn't until next week. Here's my problem: W had told me her IC sessions were all about her moving on after a D. IC had said W's mind was made up, so just get on with the D and go from there. Now W has agreed to Retrouvaille with me. So, what do I take away from this, if anything? She is still seeing the IC who is helping her move on, yet she has agreed to the Retro weekend. Am I just being paranoid? We are still getting along OK, no R talk. I took the kids to my Dad's house for dinner last night as it was his birthday, W opted to go out. She said she will be there for the party we are having for Dad on Saturday. While I was at Dad's, she called my cell to wish my dad a happy birthday, and to tell me she wasn't really into being out, so she would be home earlier than she usually is when she goes out. What's going on inside her head? Should I ask? Also, our anniversary is August 5. Still haven't decided how to acknowledge it, or even to acknowledge it at all.
Me-40 W-41 Together-10 M-8 S-6 S-4 Bomb 5/08 Bomb 10/08 Thought things were better, was wrong. Still living together Wife doesn't think she will ever love me again.
