Just Keep Livin' #3

[JKL2009]

What an exhausting night. I got home, went for a bike ride, and had dinner cooked before WAW got home (late) with S. I didn't ask why she was late, where she was, just made a little small talk. Did some things around the house, getting it picked up, etc. WAW did most of the stuff with the kid, got him ready for bed.

He was acting up, so she gave him several warning and said "no book" if he didn't listen. He didn't shape up, so she said that's it no books. After getting him in bed, he acted up when she said good night since he didn't get books. She decided to read him one, and I said "thought you said no books; I don't think you should read any."

This casued a major blow up, where I was told I was acting like a jerk critizing her, just like old times, etc. This sort of thing is the biggest challange. I know, this whole night was a script, but it is so rediculous. And of course she just went into the whole "6 years of things, should of did this long ago, etc" script.

It is so hard to hear this stuff when I know I am not a bad person. I just want to be done with it. She wants this, she has got it. She thinks she will be so happy, then so be it. I just want to stop hearing what a bad person I am and how all her friends are not surprised at this, and all the other garbage.