Don't wish for that bolt of lightning. You might get what you ask for. lol. You will be ok. It is just hectic right now. It will come to pass. Just remind yourself who is in charge up there.
Kevin
Me 36, W 37 M: 08/02/97 D13, D9 1st Bomb 02/08 Reconciled 04/08 2nd Bomb: 09/08 W filed for D 02/04/09 Separated 03/09 D dismissed 06/09/09 Still separated...