Ill? Always. Mainly just working and worrying myself into an early grave though. Stress is NOT my friend.

Found a ride for my mom without having to ask Gabe. I swear, I'd slit my wrists before I'd ask him for anything. I don't care what it takes, I won't ask him for help. He didn't want the responsibility of dealing with my family. He left partially because of my dependence on him for things, I won't do that anymore. If I can't stand on my own feet then I'll just have to fall on my face. Simple.

I got the car registration fixed on my own too. Thankfully, I knew someone who worked there and they pulled the last registration and then just called Gabe to verify that I was being honest about how the registration was supposed to read. YEAH! I didn't have to deal with him at all.

Marc passed summer school. I still don't know if he passed his CRCT math test. His promotion to 9th grade depends on that. The state is so slow with test results. frown

Work is hell. I'm crazy busy but no hope of getting any of my salary back. How does that work? I work until after 7pm every night with no compensation for it. Of course, if I don't work that much over then the work doesn't get done and my work has major time limits on it or people lose money. It's a lose lose situation.

I've pulled $20 from my emergency stash to take Marc to see Harry Potter on Saturday afternoon after I get off work. It's worth it. We never do fun things together like this.


T19 M15 S19 XH47 M43
bomb12/4/07
PA5/07
S12/26/07
D final 11/17/08
Back together with no defined R 05/2010
confused....to say the least!!!