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I feel as though I am coming apart at the seams. This day was one that I knew would leave me fully and completely exhausted. I just do not have enough me's to go around right at the moment. I highly doubt the world is in much need of any sorta clone of me. but oh it sure would be nice about now. Too many balls in the air ...trying to be in a million different places at once.

I got medical sitches a plenty also. Darling has worsened considerably pertaining to her surgical incision sites. The tried to go back and make the incision less unsightly for her and i guess the process is backfiring. Sutures are spontaneously popping out and the risk for infection then is increased by a bunch. She is missing more stretches of time at work .when she seems to have know time that she would be allowed to take off.

My dad is scheduled to head into surgery tomorrow as they discovered a partial blockage of his stented heart from the heart attack just over a yr ago.

And I have a crapload of material that I am falling ever so far behind on accomplishing. There is a major glitch of some sort in my credit report which nosedived my credit score from the nice place it was at only a friggin month or so ago. All this when I am trying to get pre-approved for a mortgage so that I can move like lightening on a foreclosure property.

Speaking of lightening ...just waitin for a bolt to descend on my head. Electro-shock therapy is soundin good right about now.

eeeeeeeeEEEEaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!


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