Serenity13

I have not read your sitch. Are you in the same boat as me? Do you have a WAS or MLC?

I just keep trying to "fix it" that's the contractor in me I guess. My work is so slow where I live, I find myself trying to repair the situation almost on a daily basis.
I have spent a lot of time with my girls, but my son has become very distant, it may just be the age. I seem to be fine when I have work or out with family and friends, when I don;t my mind starts to drift back to my sitch. I fall into a trap every couple of weeks when I see her making some positive steps forward usually towards the kids.
I wrote here a letter and took her some flower on sunday after church. She texted me the following day that she did not know what to say. The flowers are beautiful. I read your letter and will think about everything. Have D(6) call me tonite. I have quit making D 6 call her unles D 6 ask to call her. The W 9 times out of 10 won't pick up the phone and that leave D 6 crushed. For me the letter was my last attempt at saying how I felt.

Last edited by Bravehardt; 07/16/09 11:06 PM.

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T (20)
M (17)
Seperated 3/2009
. When you walk through the fire, you will not be burned; the flames will not set you ablaze." Isaiah 43:2