havent heard from h today, im wondering when he is coming next? he was last here on monday, im wondering if he is coming tomorrow or on the weekend.

do i call him to find out? or just wait and see what happens, and if im home, im home.

i dont get it. he used to be so routine with when he comes, when he calls. i wonder if she is telling him not to come.

me: 31
H:29
Son:5
m:8 years in november
t:10 years
first bomb: 10/06
moved home: 3/08 out again 5/08
ow bomb: 4/08, since summer 06
d filed:6/08, on hold 6/08
moved home:3/09 out again 5/09