I have seen nothing positive from him lately. I think I'm in this for the LONG haul.
Prepare for the long haul, either way you can't go wrong.
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He's just one weird MLCer. One that makes me feel like I am the crazy one.
Never met one that isn't strange. lol
I can really relate to this. I felt the same way for months until I started to learned about all this. I'm positive you know that's not the case, but I'm going to remind you anyway.
This is HIS issue, just stay focused on what and who you can control.
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He is able to act like everything is just fine in his life...everything except me.
Hope, you have spoke of your positive changes....he SEES them. Don't doubt it for a second. Keep in mind, your to blame right? Of course he isn't going to let you know this. It would force him to take a good long look at himself and he just isn't ready to do that yet.
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I just wish he would take off his frickin mask & erupt all the emotions from within, get them out & be over & done with this mess...
It would be nice....but it usually doesn't work this way. Mr. M1 and I discussed this the other night. This is a slow process out, just as it was in. He will deal with his issues one at a time, look at it as peeling away layers of "old" and regrowing of new and only God knows when he will be finished.
Continue to pray and have faith. Keep improving you, life will not stop, do your best to not get stuck, forward is the key.
I'm praying for ya Hope. I'm wishing you a late Happy Birthday too!! I'm sorry, I have been a bit scatterbrained lately.( There's an underhand lob for you Mach.)
Take care of yourself and continue to be strong. Your doing great!!
