does it though? lol...

im overwelmed to say the least. if the finances werent so bad, i would feel ok...but its bad, and i dont know from this!

i know i have no choice but to go to court, even if he handed me some money, it wont be close to what is expected. i may plan on going monday, give it the weekend, see what transpires since im not so sure i can get there first thing in the morning.

and, im waiting for her to call now! i need her to call. just once, to confirm her voice so i can say i heard her and its her calling. then i can hang up, and i can guarantee she will call one or 2 more times once i hang up...

i know he is going to be angry when he sees i went to court, but i dont have a choice. he needs to see what leaving me means.


me: 31
H:29
Son:5
m:8 years in november
t:10 years
first bomb: 10/06
moved home: 3/08 out again 5/08
ow bomb: 4/08, since summer 06
d filed:6/08, on hold 6/08
moved home:3/09 out again 5/09