Drawing a line and grabbing the seeds!

[cire2]

Quite a bit of drama lately with the GF or XGF as it is now. I just can't seem to put into words how to post right now.

Suffice to say i'm very torn right now, not in a pained heartbroken way but more discouraged and disappointed.

On another front, I talk to XW a bit and it feels really good. A good friend even said he wouldn't be surprised if we got back together again. It does make me think.

She is very busy with her daughters wedding, and apoligised to me for that and asked me to be patient with her and give her a few weeks. Patient?? Not sure where that comes from as we just started speaking after two years. I do get the impression that she might want to see and interact a bit more with me after the busy part of her summers over.

So, what I prayed for three years ago when I came here and subsequently let go is a part of my life again. Then we have the GF that I love and care for acting and behaving awful.

A conundrum surely. God has a plan i'm hoping he let's me in on it.

cire