Finally trying to move on without H

[beepee]

ok im not doing well, im not doing well at all.
i thought i was going to be ok but i cant stop crying.
i cant stop. the pain is so much, i cant do anything to make it
go away, i cant think about the interview, i cant think about anything. im a total wreck and im so depressed right now. i really need a hug from him right now, i really need a hug from him. d, please make this go away. it hurts, it hurts, it hurts. i cant take this anymore.im trying but it nots working, i dont know what to do