Positive developments? #2

[jon2911]

I've got to admit it really hurt when W didn't want me to come visit last week. Met with my counselor last Wednesday and he said that's very disappointing, considering how little it would have required of her to let me visit. He said I need to respect her wishes and give her space.

Sunday night she texted while I was at church, again "you doing OK?" This comes across very condescending, and pisses me off. Still I called her, told her I was doing great. She said "well, I'm in a bad mood." I told her I could call later, but said I understand she's in a lot of pain but would like to talk to her anyway. We had a great talk. I can tell her migraines are really bad, but I'm the only one who understands what it's like, at least a little bit. I wish she would let me help her. The confidence paid off this time though.

Done some good GAL lately, including a poker tournament at church! LOL. I made it past the break and finished 40th out of 105 guys. So much fun. Also ran into a female friend from church at a concert Friday night, and had a great time. Friends even remarked that we were flirty together. I want to be careful with that, but it was definitely good for the PMA.

W has been e-mailing a lot lately, several times a day. Usually with some business excuse, but it's contact.