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[mishka422]

rest? What's that? HA! I don't think I've really had good rest in quite a while. Oh well...as I used to say, "I'll rest when I'm dead." I just tend to think that's going to be sooner than later.

I have to work Saturday and can't take my mom to or pick her up from dialysis. I have two people lined up that I alternate between for help with her. Both are out of town this weekend. I'm screwed. I can't find anyone else that can help with this so I guess I'm going to have to swallow my pride and ask Gabe for help. That just sucks! I hate asking him for ANYTHING! It just goes to prove, yet again, that I am not capable of handling my responsibilities. I don't like showing him that. I don't want him to see any sign of weakness in me. I only show weakness to you guys here, no one else in my life is ever allowed to see it. YUCK! I'm just so tired of spinning my wheels everywhere!