Journaling a bit here... Last night I worked until 7, and I told W I was going straight to the gym. On the way from work to the gym, she texted if I could stop home and pick up a key and have it copied. NP, I said, and stopped home. She was in a good mood, started to tell me about her evening with the boys. I got the key, went and got it copied, and went to the gym. When I returned home, she was doing some work she brought home. We talked for a bit about her day. My Dad's birthday is today, and we had planned on visiting him with the boys tonight. He had cardiac catheterization on Tuesday and we weren't sure if he was going to be up to visitors. So last night I told her that he was fine, and was looking forward to seeing the boys. She said she wanted to go out after we visited, then it turned into her wanting to go straight from work, and I would take the boys to Dad's. She said we were all going to see him on Saturday, anyway, the family is getting together for him then. Next, I tell her that Dad's birthday party was moved to my brother's house Saturday. She has this weird thing about my SIL that I don't understand. She said oh, well, maybe I won't go then. I didn't know what to say to that, so I dropped it. More pleasant conversation, then her voice became kinda monotone, and she says she hadn't had a chance to call the Retrouvaille host couple yet. I said not to worry, just try again tomorrow. I excused myself to go to bed, she stopped me to show me a picture S5 had drawn at vacation bible school, then said goodnight.
Me-40 W-41 Together-10 M-8 S-6 S-4 Bomb 5/08 Bomb 10/08 Thought things were better, was wrong. Still living together Wife doesn't think she will ever love me again.
